thought I should get a "quickie" in while I have five minuets of breathing time.
Flash update for you.....
Mr.Man is back.
yes, despite the obvious that he probably wont change for me, that Im being naive, and that all of my friends are un-supportive of my decisions. Mr. Man is back. I have spent many days thinking (blubbering) about it, and although my head contradicts my heart on many levels, I think I'm in love with him. Not madly in love. Not the kind of love that would fly me half across the world for him. And not the kind of love that would even loan him a thousand dollars. ( Had I not been an idiot with my money, and actually HAD a thousand dollars.) No, the kind of love that keeps me up at night because I know he is still up, being depressed and trying not to cry. My heart hurts more knowing that he is sad and hurt, than it did when I was the only one sad and hurt. Funny ha?
So long story short, I have yet to tell any of my friends that i'm being a complete dumb ass, but as stated before. Mr. Man, is BACK.
I also should probably throw in there that although it has only been one week (minus a day), I may have fallen off of the "work out" band wagon. The Green tea and salt water gurgles may have sped up my immune's recovery system by possibly a day, but I truly believe I have the WORLD'S worst cold. I also have a BIG date tonight with the Mr, so we shall see how he feels about dating a ruldoph. I have leverage though, he does drugs. Therefore, he should never be allowed to crack jokes at my petty problems. RIGHT? ;)
Anywhoo,
Happy friday to you folks, I hope your weekends are filled with excitement. Mine will be filled with the Mr. tonight, a lot of sneezing and a couple days of speech writing. Booooo school.
mwuah.
3 comments:
If it makes you feel any better, your situation is a total rite of passage. Whether it works out in the end or not, I think we all have to go through it to get to where we want/need to be. I dated a guy for six months, we broke up and then--much to everyone's chagrin--we got back together again. That was over five years ago and we've been very happily married for a year. So you just never know and if you think it's worth a shot, I say go for it!
I agree with Kate.
Only thing I can think of to add at the moment, is that I hope things turn out the way you want them! So, my hats off to you, Good Luck!
Ive got my fingers crossed, but at the same time- I'm trying not to hold my breath to tightly. We shall see how these next couple months play out.
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