It appears as though it has been many moons since my last post. I have been thinking about it, it's just the "doing it" part that gets me good.
Still not talking to bff, that whole situation in itself is more than slightly ridiculous and maybe this is just what our friendship needed to open our eyes. maybe we needed something to let us know that our relationship has in fact changed, and not only that but we as people have changed and grown further apart that we had realized. That's ok right?
The Mr.....is more the Mr now, than ever before. As far as I'm concerned he has stopped doing drugs... Now smoking cigarets is a completely different story, but hey, you can only battle so much at a time. Rome wasn't built in a day and my man may not be built even in a year....but at this point, I am very willing to wait. I truly think I am in love with him. well see.
Skipping the transition-
I am a craft fanatic, all fall and winter long I am all about making the scarfs, mittens, hats, bags- you name Im attempting. All spring and summer long, Im making necklaces and other forms of jewelry.
I always thought that I needed to grow up and be this big business women climbing her way through corporate america, but the past few months have brought me to my knees in realizations.
The first one was the fact that I am not made or created to sit through years of vigorous schooling. I have NEVER been good at school, no matter how many hours, tears and lack of sleep I put into it- I just never seem to excel.....so i suppose i can count out being a doctor.
The second realization i came to was the fact that I possibly could take the things that I am passionate for in life and pursue them as my career...
My dream has always been to open a coffee shop type deal someday, sell my crafts and such and than play music on the weekends......
I love my guitar and I am passionate about my songs....
Why do I need a degree to do the things I do behind closed doors every chance i get.
At this point Im still just brainstorming. I clearly need some motivation and a whole lot of guidance, but the wheels are certainly turning, and all things considered I think this is a great place to be.
happy monday to you all :)
1 comment:
I agree with taking something you love and making a career out of it. I too, spend Fall and Winter, creating, (Sewing, crocheting, etc.) Spring and Summer, I paint and move creations outside. Once, I made a bowl, and a sheet of paper, just to see if I could. It's fun. Specially since I succeeded. I've just never had the chance to do what I love and get paid for it.
Glad to finally read a post from you though, was beginning to wonder where you went.
Good luck with the Mr. (A girl can never have too much luck with men!!)
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